I go serious, too.
The past days I felt like lazy about blogging, this whole virtual universe just doesn’t feel real anymore. It eats up my time so much that I’ve slowly lost quality time for reading and improving myself. My to-be-read pile has reached ceiling-high with no seen resolve any time soon. Impaktang mga bakla di magsawa sa kakablog!
My kalandian has taken toll on my once sexy body (chos!!!!). I spend more time reading blogs than reading newspapers and magazines. But I know I’ve come to love blogging so much that I even worked on a college thesis on the topic. I almost got the best thesis award. The problem really is whenever I’ve more important things to do almost always they would be swept aside to give way to read and write blog, and check out Facebook accounts. I easily get distracted, where to buy focus, anyone?
The feedback I’m getting while very encouraging and heartwarming gives me some apprehensions. The ifs and whatcouldbes of blogging anonymously has also its demerits, any time I’d get caught by people I know and people connected to the boys I’ve blogged about. You see I may be charged guilty of public scandal worse, libel.
In Legally Blonde fashion, I’d retort “Guilty as charged, your honor.”
But before I temporarily bade goodbye (I’ll be back, promise) shembot muna.
Thursday night, I visited the spa. I got him again. He’s well-mannered and soft-spoken. The fact that he kisses good sealed the deal.
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And then after school over the weekend, may shembot sa loob ng tricycle. Kasama ko si Zed, kinembang nya ako after namin mag-tapsilog dun sa may kanto. Nakilala ko sya sa may sayawan sa baryo nung dumamba ang beki barkada.
I didn’t know we could do it inside the trike. I was profusely sweating sa loob ng tricycle, so I said sa labas kami. Hinugot ni Zed ang baton. Napawhistle naman ako like a majorette. Lumabas kami. Nakatuwad ako facing the tricycle while he was on my back. It all happened sa gitna ng kabukiran.
Binigyan ko sya ng 300, papagawa raw nya ang kalampag ng kanyang tricycle. Maingay kasi ang tambutso, kaya maingay thus “kalampag.”
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Nagtetext pa rin ang batang binigyan ko ng nyelpon. Nangungumusta at first then uutang pala. Nung Sunday nagpapalibre sa Jollibee kung gusto ko raw sasama nya tropa nya baka type ko raw. Di ko na sinasagot ang texts. Nagpapamiss ako. Chos.
But hey, actually, napapagod na ako.
I’ll get back solid.